Tonight, I won’t forget every anxiety attack, sleepless night, sleepy afternoons, weight gain, weight loss, shitty feeling of being teamed for something beyond your control
There were after all cool moments and I am quietly, deeply, grateful for them. As I am still trying to live and accompany the shame everyday. Shame of failure of never enough of disappointing.
There is a side that I choose to show a circle with a wry, dry description and it isn’t a covering up , no. It is a side, you see, one facet of a broken, brilliant diamond. This side sparkles and you won’t notice the blood of the miner who gouged it out on the edges.
